21/6/2011

Dear diary,

Hey! it's been a while.

I know I've disappeared for few weeks.

But I can't control it.

I just have to study...

And that's the only thing that matters.

Finally, the exam has passed.

But that's not the final one.

The real one is going to be in 7 months.

And that's pressure me a lot.

That's why I hate being a Hong Kong student.

But I don't care, not just me who's being that busy.

Today... was quite normal.

I don't know myself anymore.

Yet..I saw him again this morning.

Hate to say it but...

I don't want to see him!!!

Maybe the god wants to give me a chance to talk to him.

And Provides lots of opportunities!!!

Gee thank you so much.

But I can't control myself to look at him.

I feel wrong about it.

Very very wrong...

Only if he could talk with me actively..

Things might work out more efficient.

But I knew he won't.

And maybe we're still confronting like this in the future.

Of course I don't want to be like this,

but I admit myself is a coward after all.

If he don't want me to be close to him,

why not separate?

It's going to be far far better.

I think I can't stand like that anymore....
Maybe our relation is fading...
well never put so much feelings to the people around you/.
In the end,
the only one who's get hurt
always be yourself...
It's not worth it.