leave me alone

It's been a while.
And I started to feel bored when I encounter these things that I don't want to do.
I read a book called "Tuesday with Morrie"
Yet, maybe lots of people read that before.
I just want to share one quote from the Professor, Morrie
The lesson he talked about the issue of 'money'
People kept repeating things again and again, over and over.
And that's what we do in the country.
Owning things is good.
More property is good.
more is good.
More is good-----------until nobody bothers to even think otherwise,


It's all part of the problem:
We put our values in the wrong things.
And it lead to very disillusioned lives

I cried after reading that.
I never thought of that as I tried so hard to do things.
Hoping I could do better and better,
Indeed, what I have been thoroughgoing???
Nothing satisfy me
I started to think.
What I have become?

I'm just so historical.
I just don't know how to interact with people.
Bad communication,
I want to be myself!
I don't want to be MS what they think!!!
IT pressure me so much that I think I'll like to be alone.
Why do humans need friends or communication with people??
IT SUCKS!!!!!!!

Don't say you don't care!
It hurts when knowing people lying.
Man!! I start to think that happiness won't happen to me anymore...